Start again But this time with God

Start again But this time with God

There’s been so much going on and I decided to take a little break from all social media platforms for a little while. To be honest I had a mental break down because I was under so much pressure. Everything that’s been going on around me and having to deal with the issues of my heart. Let’s be honest just because you’re Christian doesn’t mean that your life is perfect. There’s been so much resentment, jealousy and envy going on in my heart that doesn’t belong there because those are not the fruits of the spirit. I had to take a step back and ask myself why those things are growing in my heart and why the sudden discontentment. I was honestly worn out and so tired from everything that I just needed rest. I’ve been so busy running around and entertaining the voice of the enemy that I got distracted.
I got distracted from my goal to draw close to God and to grow and be whole and heal. I needed to run back to God and rest in his word and reconnect.
Healing has different layers and sometimes we think we are over something but there’s still dust remaining from whatever hurt us. During this break I’ve been working on my relationship with God and getting back to making him number one priority. I won’t go into detail with what I’ve been dealing with but I’ve been trying to balance my YouTube channel, this blog, being a friend, single life, youth ministry and obviously being present at home with my loved ones and on top of all this I’m dealing with my thoughts. There’s always a constant battle in my mind and I got so consumed with that, that I forgot to just live and not worry about anything.
I knew I needed a reset and just start all over. The truth is we may all need to to try again and start again but we are so afraid. I just want to comfort you and let you know that if you’re at your breaking point it’s okay to let it out and start all over again. Let go of the burden. If you’re like me then you’ve probably made mistakes and done things you’re not proud of and you feel you’ve gone too far but God offers us rest. This rest is a rest from everything to just surrender and spend time in God’s presence. I want to encourage you to take God’s offer and start all over again. Starting all over may require to just break down, be honest and repent and ask for forgiveness and then pick yourself up and start again but what I really want you to do for yourself is this time do it with God. Include God and let him show you the way and let him do what he’s already started in you. I hope you’re doing well. I might be taking a little break before carrying on with our healing journey and dealing with anxiety but that’s because I’m working on something really exciting for you guys . Please pray and stay firm in the word. God loves you. Here’s some scriptures to reflect on :
Hebrews 4 : 1-13
Matthew 11: 28-30
Proverbs 3 :5-8
Colossians 3:1-3
Psalms 62:5-8
Philippians 1:6
2 Corinthians 5:17
Isaiah 58:11
1 Peter 5:6-7

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